Friday, May 20, 2011 @7:47 AM
So this week is officially the worst week ever.
In just one week, i found out that my crush from S_U has a girlfriend when he was obviously flirting with me during the interview.... and secondly, i just failed my driving test today.
wow my.life.rocks.
like wth, strike kerbs and abrupt change lanes can get me 40 demerit points? r u sure? the tester only circled like 10 points and 4 points, which added together is 14 rite? SO WHERE DID THE OTHER 26 POINTS COME FROM!
and what seriously, u got a girlfriend and u give the impression o another girl (aka me and maybe lots more) that u are interested in them? at least next time if u wanna show that u just wanna make frenz, dont lean against the wall and smile at me!!!!! And wait a min, u got a girlfriend, why u interested in other girls!!!!
=__________=
Seriously, life is really screwing with me.
I seriously need to just calm down and hope and pray that later on, nothing worse could happen. This already is pretty bad already rite, RITE!! what could go worse!
Totally spammed comfort foods today. Ice cream, chocolate and now large cup of bubble tea.
sighh
One thing good happened though.... i'm glad i went for church dance practice. everyone was really nice about it when they heard i failed my driving. My friend even told me smth that cheered me up. haha!
SO NEXT TIME (2ND JULY) I WILL PASS MY BLOODY DRIVING TEST!
i gotta calm down
Stop putting so much pressure on myself cuz i CAN do this. I just need to trust myself more.
And seriously, stop getting so uptight during lessons too. haiz.
and about that guy.... AH FORGET IT!
EVEN IF U'RE GONNA BE IN THE SAME SCHOOL AS ME.... IMMA GONNA DEATH GLARE U, THEN SMILE AT U, AND MAKE U UBER CONFUSED!!!!! cuz u made be sad...
Can i ever find the right guy... i just suddenly feel so alone and i really wanna get over this. yes, i have awesome frenz..... but one thing i dont have, is patience..... i know, i gotta wait till i enter uni then new things would happen rite? I'll meet better guys who are more matured (i hope) and good looking and SINGLE... and a great sense of humour with a warm and accepting personality.
So yeah..... just gotta take things 1 step at a time...
