In just one week, i found out that my crush from S_U has a girlfriend when he was obviously flirting with me during the interview.... and secondly, i just failed my driving test today.

wow my.life.rocks.

like wth, strike kerbs and abrupt change lanes can get me 40 demerit points? r u sure? the tester only circled like 10 points and 4 points, which added together is 14 rite? SO WHERE DID THE OTHER 26 POINTS COME FROM!

and what seriously, u got a girlfriend and u give the impression o another girl (aka me and maybe lots more) that u are interested in them? at least next time if u wanna show that u just wanna make frenz, dont lean against the wall and smile at me!!!!! And wait a min, u got a girlfriend, why u interested in other girls!!!!

=__________=

Seriously, life is really screwing with me.

I seriously need to just calm down and hope and pray that later on, nothing worse could happen. This already is pretty bad already rite, RITE!! what could go worse!

Totally spammed comfort foods today. Ice cream, chocolate and now large cup of bubble tea.

sighh

One thing good happened though.... i'm glad i went for church dance practice. everyone was really nice about it when they heard i failed my driving. My friend even told me smth that cheered me up. haha!

SO NEXT TIME (2ND JULY) I WILL PASS MY BLOODY DRIVING TEST!

i gotta calm down

Stop putting so much pressure on myself cuz i CAN do this. I just need to trust myself more.

And seriously, stop getting so uptight during lessons too. haiz.

and about that guy.... AH FORGET IT!

EVEN IF U'RE GONNA BE IN THE SAME SCHOOL AS ME.... IMMA GONNA DEATH GLARE U, THEN SMILE AT U, AND MAKE U UBER CONFUSED!!!!! cuz u made be sad...

Can i ever find the right guy... i just suddenly feel so alone and i really wanna get over this. yes, i have awesome frenz..... but one thing i dont have, is patience..... i know, i gotta wait till i enter uni then new things would happen rite? I'll meet better guys who are more matured (i hope) and good looking and SINGLE... and a great sense of humour with a warm and accepting personality.

So yeah..... just gotta take things 1 step at a time...

Driving test this friday! super excite really!!!!! but i must really calm down and just stay focus. I WILL PASS MY DRIVING WOOHOO!!!!

ok, anw...

After driving lesson today, i went out with JX and Tim. Shopped again (sigh spending moneh is painful haha!) at forever 21 (love their clothes seriously! new stock frigging awesome! fashion getting better!) and Bershka.

We met up at vivo, then jx drove all of us to Ion.

It was so epic. Tim is a fail gps srsly! he gave wrong directions, then ask jx turn right, then b4 she wanna turn say nono, turn left! like HALLOO!! very difficult to suddenly change lane!

And we got off the cte tunnel too early! we ended up at bugis when we were supposed to exit at DHOBY to go to orchard!

HAHA so fail right? omg!!

but it was good though, spending time with my frenz! =) i love all my different group of frenz. they all have one thing in common.... they never fail to entertain me. =)

LOTS OF LOVE TONITE YO!

oh then after shopping at ion (that's when we went to bershka), Tim had to leave. JX and i went to paradise dynasty for dinner!

We each had a set of 8 xiao long bao of different flavours!!! Really, u should just try one whole set by itself and eat it at the same time, same flavour at the same time! It's pretty fun, us commenting on the different tastes and looking at our expressions at those that we can't really appreciate. Both of us agreed that the garlic xiao long bao was the best! realy very nice!!! Next time i'll definitely order just the garlic one!!!!! oh and really, 1 time trying the 8 different flavoured xiao long bao was enough! If you're curious, these were the eight flavours : garlic, ginseng, cheese, crab roe, black truffle, foi gras, sze chun, and of course, original (pork flavoured). The sze chun flavour was super uber UBER SPICYYYY and sour at e same time! jx couldnt eat it cuz she dont take spicy, so she pushed it to me... which i couldnt stomach it cuz really, 1 was enough to make me feel super hot alr and it really burns!!!! i downed 1 glass of water just after one sze chun xiao long bao ok!!

We also ate pan fried pork buns and dumplings, finishing off with this very refreshing dessert, aloe vera with red dates and some flower, in honey lemon juice. This dessert really helped cool off the heat from the spicy xiao long bao, and it made me feel less bloated! ^^ so ordering that the next time i'm going!!

Went hom after that.... on the mrt heading towards dhoby, i just had to sit at the bench where there were couples...... all on the same bench as me! i be lonelygirl92 seriously!!!!!! one bench has 7 seats, and just nice, 3 COUPLES were occupying the bench, and i was so lucky that i got to be in between all of them! omg awkward much! made me feel lonely.... i needa get a boyfriend soon srsly...... waiting for uni life to start then when the time is right and the right guy comes along, I won't be that lonely girl on the bench haha!

It felt weird..... i was in so many (ok not a lot.... i think... ) r/s b4.... and now i'm not. at first i was like, "oh ya, independence ftw! i'm gonna be a free woman!! Enjoy life to the fullest man woohoo!"

Then i saw my frenz with their partners... and other people.... and i was still like,

"it's ok! this kinda romantic stuff won't bother me at all! i've had enough, i just wanna rest, and enjoy singlehood! i don't have to be bounded, and i can just be frenz with whoever i want, and do things for my own, thinking about myself only..."

But after a while, it got lonely.... really... lonely... =(

Even so, i don't wanna get into a r/s just cuz i feel lonely now... i wanna be with someone who i really really really love and who loves me just as much. Someone i can look at and say, hey this is the guy i wanna be with all my life, and for him to say the same. One that treasures me so much, and never takes me for granted... one who can be real with me, but still sweep me off my feet at the most unexpected times... someone who'll be there for me through everything and will never abandon me.... someone who won't hurt me... and even if he did, i can forgive easily cuz i know he would do the same if i ever hurt him....

ok ya... I JUST GOTTA WAIT AND SEE! =)

Don't get me wrong, i AM happy now! i love my life, i love my family, i love my frenz! =)

One day i'll find that guy.....

Cuz i don't wanna get jailed for this by the new party of my GRC, i'm gonna be subtly obvious. So if they wanna use it against me, i'll say I'm not even explicitly mentioning them.

So everyone got heated up during the "hammers" rallies because they berate "lightning" so badly... ok ya, the big boss did say some quite (if not very) offensive and harsh words like "regret" if the voters vote for the opp... but wait a minute, hold on a second...

Dear voters, u are voting for the opp cuz of what the big boss says, and this exacerbated ur anger on the things that "Lightning" did wrongly, like high cost of living (which hello, last i checked, oil prices have been increasing LARGELY and this is an external factor, meaning the ruling govt couldnt do anything about it, and oh yeah, cuz we mostly import stuff, even FOPs to make our exports, and they are expensive too ok.), to name a few of course...

oh ya so wait, in AL, the big boss isn't part of the lightning team here right?

So what u are saying is, you voted for hammers becuz u thought lightning=big boss =govt that did a hundred and one things wrong (in your eyes, cuz u forget that they are human beings too)

And you didn't consider that the lightning team in AL were made up of totally different ppl, one of which was our dear FM (GY) who was humble and sincere enough to acknowledge the party's mistakes and want to do something better?

So just cuz u forgot that the lightning team were a different set of people and instead linked the AL team directly to the big boss and all the problems of the party, u voted for Thor (hammers... ok?)

Wow, thanks, thanks a lot... you seriously let emotions get the better of u didn't ya. Instead of thinking , "hey wait a sec, the lightning team has been serving us for 23 years and so far, no majorly big boo boo... (ok if u count the foreign workers' dorm thing, they actually found a compromise and a solution after hearing out the people's woes!)

Alright fine, let's just see if hammers are able to build (pun intended) a better GRC here, or would they produce a sloppy job and the whole building collapses anyway.

You know what, maybe this time, with Thor winning, it could be good...

cuz at least it'll show people that even their dear opp CAN MAKE MISTAKES AND MAY NOT EVEN LISTEN TO YOU IN THE FIRST PLACE.

People, somestimes you forget that as humans, WE ARE NOT PERFECT AND WE MAKE MISTAKES. FORGIVE PEOPLE!