Saturday, May 31, 2008 @9:39 AM
Hey guys I'm back again =) Seems like i came back earlier than i thought. I just watched some eps of gossip girl and it got me thinking. Oh by the way, you should know how scandalous gossip girl is. With the new eps, it's even juicier! Anyway! Looking at our society, it's pretty much the same. I guess the show's trying to highlight all the teenage stuff that's happening to all of us. Back-stabbing, hiding dark secrets that some people know and want to use against you etc. It's a scary society out there, but it's real alright. i think all of us has fallen prey to this. People out there know lots about us, and they can use it to their own advantage....or disadvantage. If they're not happy with you, they ruin you. Tell it to all their frenz, see what happens to u. You'll just die. You think being ostrasized isn't bad enough? Think again. For me, I dunno why certain things are happening now. For instance, since the start of this yr, ppl who were ok with me last yr, hate me now or can't be bothered with me. What did i do wrong people! Sure they think I'm a goody-goody who follow all the rules and suck up to higher authority. Think again. I'm seriously sick of how people judge me. Sure I try not to get in trouble, but i bend some rules. And just because I do, some people don't like it. Reality check, you're doing it as well. I don't get it! Why are people so judgemental! I am a very sensitive person. If you hate me or have something against me, I know it! It's sickening. Everyday I go to sch i just noe there are people out there who's just waiting for the right opportunity to strike. There are people who i used to be ok talking to, now they just diss me off. What's going on? I don't freaking noe! Look i noe, from my previous posts, that i come across to you guys as someone who's pretty cheerful. I am. However there are just certain things that really bug me, including this. I hate it even more that people think I AM judgemental. The moment someone looks at me and condescends me, isn't that judging me already? But the thing that bugs me the most, is why i can't be someone who i really am in front of everyone else. I can only truly be myself when I'm with my closest frenz, or complete strangers. All who have labelled me and thought that i was some sort of nerd and "perfect prefect", I tend to act it. I HATE IT! I don't live for them! argh! Do I look like the perfect prefect to you? DO I?!?!?!?!?!?!?! Sheesh! I'm not angry at certain individuals. I'm just annoyed at all these behaviours and attitudes I've been receiving. I know how people feel. I know it. Phew, alright i think i should stop. Don't you think these things happen to you as well? Humans are two-faced.....even me. So no one's perfect. I just see certain things that cause me to be upset. I know more than you think. But i wont blackmail. that's insane. You wanna see what blackmailing is, go watch gossipgirl. Don't ask me. lolP.S. To those who take offence in this, I'm sorry but this is how i feel right now. Not happy? Live with it.
JoJo
Sunday, May 25, 2008 @11:02 PM
Hey all! Chinese O level is OVER!!!! Paper 1 and 2, but still the bulk of the exam is gone!!!!! Hoping to get my A! Must must must!!!!! And that's the reason why I've abandoned blogger after my mid years. I was studying chinese for 2 weeks! oO Almost died but after a while, it kinda became my habit. Now i feel weird not studying chinese.... OH NOOO! I'm turning into a chinese freak! Oh well, just get my A and I'll be happy! Do you think sec 4s should still continue planning for their CCAs even after they step down? I clearly dont think so. I mean, what with O levels and all, we hardly have the time to plan! What are your views? I'm not exactly very keen. However the internet is a dangerous place, whatever I type here might leak out to others. Blehhh I'll just shut up.I really wanna get into Dance in JC!!!!!! Don't mind rock climbing too, but i rather much dance.I wanna continue to trust in the Lord for the rest of my O level exams. It's not over!!! There's still end year! must work hard!!!!To all sec 4s, It isn't over yet, but never ever ever give up! This is just a hurdle in life that we must overcome. As they say, victory taste sweeter when you put in your 150% into whatever task entrusted to you. Start studying now!!!! haha. Everyday do a little bit, and in a week you can finish quite a lot! With the right amount of effort, perseverance and Trust in the Lord, we can do everything!!!!!! In Chirst Alone, we place our trust! XD YAY! However, dont study yourselves to death! Sleep well, eat well and take studying as hmmm enjoyment, not torture. Finish the race that we have started guys!!! If u need time for relaxation, get out of your house! Go enjoy for 1 day or so k! Alrite, enough said from me haha! I don't think i'll be blogging much. Will be mugging I HOPE. Hmmm actually next time i come here, i wanna discuss a controversial issue. Anyone has any topic in mind, leave me a tag, i wanna respond. =) Happy holidays everyone!!!! Have fun, but rmb to catch up on your work! All play and no work makes us bored actually haha! See ya around!P.S. Remember to leave a tag!!!!
