But honestly, i'm not really worried. I'm more excited than worried. i wanted to say this out loud in twitter and facebook, but i know that'll just make me look conceited and arrogant. i mean, i havent gotten back my results, what am i so happy about? haha.

It's just that, i truly believe i've given my all and fought a good fight. I've resisted temptations of going out with the other classmates just cuz they wanna have fun in the last year of jc, and i've really kept to being consistent. It was tough knowing that i'll be looked upon as a wannabe nerd or a hardworker who doesn't know how to have fun, but i really believed that without the hard work that i have put in, i wouldn't be feeling this calm... and even this excited to get my results back.

I'm going into the hall, confident, not conceited, and calm, not arrogant. it's gonna be alright, God will make my way and keep me on the straight path. =)

Having a brother in the same school has it's perks too. He keeps updating me on what the teachers' reactions are to the results and so far, they have all been good =) i can't reveal what they said and for what subjects, but as far as i'm concerned, i'm pretty safe.

At around pm i'm gonna meet Mei and Jing, buddies since pri sch. I love them so much! I'm glad they asked me along before we all head to school for the results! This shows how much our friendship still means to us all! My jc frenz.... aiya they didn't eve bother to ask me... so i'm not gonna care... HHAHAHHA! whatever... i'll see them in the class queue anyway.

I've come so far, and this is the reward for the battle fought. It's like a scenic image, of us all gathering at the king's podium, while we await the news of our victory that we know in our hearts, it has already been achieved. I thank God for pulling me through and making sure i really stick to being hard working and consistent, despite certain disappointments and certain confused emotions.

I've come this far, all i have to do now is to collect my prize. =)

To all my friends collecting the results, go with peace at heart and mind that you've fought a good battle... even if you think you didn't, the fact that you didn't give up halfway and really sat down and did the A levels is telling enough that you have engaged your enemy in the best way you possibly could have. Have heart! =)

it's 12.20pm. Gonna get ready to go to school!!

In God i trust!!!