Wednesday, September 20, 2006 @7:59 AM
Lonely, dreadful.
fearful anxious
feelings, mixed up
a light, i cannot see
Worrying, hoping
praying, listening
a frown plastered
emotions stirred
friendship...torn?
thoughts racing
exams coming
stuck in a corner
desire to get out
Pray and pray
nothing else to do
lethargic, stressed
as if no one else shares
foolish, i find
myself to be
GET OUT i say
GET OUT OF THIS MISERY
Stregth, hope
i wish to find
comfort, consoladation
where can it be...
Dear Lord Help
Help I cry...
I cry
Holy Holy Holy God
How awesome is your name...
Friday, September 08, 2006 @7:53 AM
Hey guys, i'm back with another update. Well things have not been going well for me these few days. I cried my eyes out for 2 whole nights! I didnt have enough sleep the past 2 nights cuz i was reflecting and thinking of the stuff that got me so upset... and sometimes scared. It has just been so sudden, that being a young teenager as myself, it took time for me to fully comprehend what was going on. I discovered my folly, wrongdoings and lots of stuff that caused me to feel shakened. Life has never been this hard on me.... Now, no tears are streaming down my cheeks, but my heart still aches whenever i think of it. Things happened so fast.... i didnt even have time to catch my breath, to say a decent goodbye before i leave someone for a while...but i understand that this is all for my own good, and also for the good of the other party. I thank God for helping me through this and providing the help that I longed seeked. My life is almost back to normal, I started my PROPER revision(and i hope it isnt too late!). I revised 3 chapts of history today! Yays! I shall continue to press on and study harder... EXAMS ARE IN 2 WEEKS! ACK!Well, i guess there isnt much to say. I don't think I'll be updating too much... need to concentrate. Will update ASAP, maybe after the exams. Good luck and keep positive!! Love ya'll!Until we meet again... memories forever etched into my mind... Jojo
Sunday, September 03, 2006 @3:05 AM
YAY! I figured out how to get my colours back!!!!! I just had to hit the compose button... lol!! I'm weird XDAnyway, yesterday was fun! In the morning my team and I (PlAnimators) went to Singapore Poly to attend this animation story boarding workshop. Quite fun and benefitting. We watched so many animations!!! X) FUN!After that, I went ice skating with my sibs and couz. Baby solomon is so cuuuute! I had a fun time skating with my couz and sibs, even though my 2 other cousins who were around the same age were at home mugging. How dilligent. XD (I was the eldest there! haha) We skated for like, close to 3 1/2 hours!!! HAHAHAHAH :D madness!Later on at around 8, we went to my aunt's house and ate nasi lemak, durian and Logan! Yummy! I played with Baby Solomon and found out that I could be his baby-sitter!! HE LIKES ME! He's so cute!! He just won't let me go, cuz everytime i try to leave he goes to find me and pulls me back!! hahahaha! He dragged me all over the place and I kinda lost count on the number of times I went up and down the stairs! He even wanted me to carry him around most of the time! LOL. I love u baby! muacks!! We left the house at around 11.30.... boy was i tired! Solomon looked so sad when I was in the car.... awwwww, i miss him too!! *cries* However, my aunt said that she would "hire" me to babysit Solomon if the need arises!! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY! I guess I'm sorta motherly in that sense. I love kids, esp toddlers and kids from 1-3. They're just so cute!!! Mannn, i feel like a mother... and i'm only 14! Guess the motherly side of me is coming out... lol
*munches potato chips* hmmmm, i'm high!!!!!! XD WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE hahahahaha *everyone stares*
I guess I'll stop soon, there isnt much for me to type... cept that I havent exactly started studying... LOL! What's wrong with me!!! It's easy to say that I'll work hard, but so difficult to get myself off the chair and into the study room... oh well, that's me! Live with it! X)))))
Alrighty, that's all from me. Remember to tag my board!!! Revive it! It looks a little dead!!! Live!!!
LIIIIIVVVVVEEEEEEE!Ja Ne,
Jojo-the weird one.
Friday, September 01, 2006 @8:19 AM
Hey all u peeps!! How's it going! Today's teachers' day! No school!! XD Happy teachers' day to all those wonderful teachers out there!! A big shout out to u all! Thanks a bunch for ur guidance! We love u!!!!
Sorry, I'm like.. high today.... that's why. LOL! YAY FOR BEING HIGH
Today, i had chinese tuition at 8.30am in the morning. Kinda died... lol!!! I slept quite late yesterday and woke upat 815 or so... lol!!!! After tuition I had to go to Danya's house for a project, which ended at 230 or so, it was fast and quick. horrays!!
Went home, talked on the phone and then slept the whole afternoon till 6.45!!!! >.<
Guess what, my tuition was like, at 7.30pm! AHHHH and i didnt even finish my homework! Imagine the stress!!! Total madness!! hahahahaha X)
Well, now that i'm kinda free, sitted snugly on my chair, i think today was pretty slacky for me... must try to get myself to study soon lol!!!! Have to work super hard this Sept hols. GO GO GO!!
that's all from me now, oh and Ant, sorry abt the convo.... i noe u felt uncomfortable.... really sorry....
Jojo