Sunday, March 23, 2008 @1:42 AM
You wanna know how my life is right now?
It's been crazy, literally, just crazy!
I suffered from emotional breakdowns, felt so many painful emotions, almost went numb and couldn't feel anything anymore.
But u noe what? I'm sick of this.
I'm giving up.
Maybe it's not the time now, maybe later, maybe never.
Right now, I'm sick and tired of getting pulled by the reigns.
JoJo does not get rejected, but gets to reject!
Today's Easter
And what someone said was right...
"Easter marks a new beginning, with more surprises installed"
Today is the day that the Lord has made!
Today, 2000 years ago, Jesus rose from the grave
He lives alright, he lives.
And Because he lives, I have all the right reason to continue living my life.
A new beginning, and i'm gonna embrace this.
Forget what happened to me all this time and strain ahead towards the unexpected.
Yes, it would be hard,
Yes, it might be painful,
I have done stupid things,
I was careless with my speech and hurt a special person more ways than one.
But everything is gonna be alright now.
Just because, Jesus lives.
Because he lives, hope exist
Because he lives, Love exist
Because he lives, Joy exist
Because he lives, I live.
I'm not gonna let myself kill my insides.
I serve a living God, A wonderful loving God.
So how can i be dead inside? I'm alive alright, and whatever that has happened, happened.
Soon the pain will be erased
and friendships will be formed once again.
No matter how long, there is still hope, love and Joy.
Simply because, Jesus Lives!
