Thursday, October 29, 2009 @8:10 AM
Oh my, the previous post so emo.... and i left it as that for so long!!!
Don't worry! I'm still here! I promoted! WHEEHEE! I'm really so grateful and thankful to God for this miracle!!
WR finally submitted!!! Mistakes happen, but our very clever teacher sent it to MOE although deadline is tmr..... ok la fine.. thanks so much. ANW! nvm alr seriously... i'm just so glad it's finally over!! PW has been a bitch! Can't wait for it to end!!!! then the REAL celebrations kick in!!! BOOYA!!
I'm just wondering.... are u denying it? Mannn it's blatantly obvious, but apparently U've been confusing yourself as well. Haizzz. Truth is, I can't really understand your signs sometimes... Too many people are invovled in the guessing game. It's about time to face up to it. I would encourage it my friend.
Chinese A lvl next Monday (2nd nov), and OP on 9th. OMG IT'S GONNA BE OVER SOON!!! WHEEEEE!!!
That's it folks, one whole academic year, lived and let lived. Many events have been documented, each with a story to tell, each with a secret to keep, each kept within. I'm real glad my class has bonded over a matter of grave concern, and in many ways more than that! You want unity? we'll give it to u in your face!
Gosh I'm feeling so litty today!!!! Must be the effects of sleeping at 2am for 2 consecutive nites due to PW!!! HAHAHA. Gosh how i detest it. -.-
One thing I've learnt in JC is this; don't try too hard to impress people. I've fallen into that trap and have been struggling to release myself for the whole year, but i'm glad that i have finally taken a leap of freedom and shown who I really am. The more you try, the more people hate....
...then again, another thing is, I shouldn't even worry about what people think of me. I live for myself first, then i can help others. I don't live to please other people, especially if I simply cannot bear the mere presence of some...
Just SMILE!!! That's a policy i used to live with... and i should continue living by it. Seriously, I've been seeing less smiles on my face cuz of the cursed subject.... but i shouldnt let it bog me down, neither should any one of us! Yes it's tedious, but mann, we created it!! Although it has been a long process, it's ultimately ours! (Although certain intervention tried to prove otherwise)
Ok, i better go to bed now or i'll lose my mind after having lost proper sleep. I still have to go to school by 7.10am tomorrow!!!! So early!!
Till next time,
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And the name Roselle resonates in my head
Wednesday, October 14, 2009 @11:45 PM
Sigh.
I shouldn't be feeling this down....
I don't even know what's gonna be, or what it will be.
So...
Why the hell am i feeling so pressured and crestfallen.
Whatever mann, i'll just face up to it.
Tomorrow.. yep tomorrow we'll all know...
I want to believe and i wanna trust that everything will be fine. But no matter how much i try to psycho myself... i somehow can't be hopeful about it...
WHY!!!!!!!!
-.- this is annoying. the waiting, the suspense.
My perfect day that i thought would happen today... well...
Life's like that.
I WANT to be hopeful and trust that things will be fine.... and no matter what happens i gotta accept it.
damn... get over it Jodie.
