Driving test this friday! super excite really!!!!! but i must really calm down and just stay focus. I WILL PASS MY DRIVING WOOHOO!!!!

ok, anw...

After driving lesson today, i went out with JX and Tim. Shopped again (sigh spending moneh is painful haha!) at forever 21 (love their clothes seriously! new stock frigging awesome! fashion getting better!) and Bershka.

We met up at vivo, then jx drove all of us to Ion.

It was so epic. Tim is a fail gps srsly! he gave wrong directions, then ask jx turn right, then b4 she wanna turn say nono, turn left! like HALLOO!! very difficult to suddenly change lane!

And we got off the cte tunnel too early! we ended up at bugis when we were supposed to exit at DHOBY to go to orchard!

HAHA so fail right? omg!!

but it was good though, spending time with my frenz! =) i love all my different group of frenz. they all have one thing in common.... they never fail to entertain me. =)

LOTS OF LOVE TONITE YO!

oh then after shopping at ion (that's when we went to bershka), Tim had to leave. JX and i went to paradise dynasty for dinner!

We each had a set of 8 xiao long bao of different flavours!!! Really, u should just try one whole set by itself and eat it at the same time, same flavour at the same time! It's pretty fun, us commenting on the different tastes and looking at our expressions at those that we can't really appreciate. Both of us agreed that the garlic xiao long bao was the best! realy very nice!!! Next time i'll definitely order just the garlic one!!!!! oh and really, 1 time trying the 8 different flavoured xiao long bao was enough! If you're curious, these were the eight flavours : garlic, ginseng, cheese, crab roe, black truffle, foi gras, sze chun, and of course, original (pork flavoured). The sze chun flavour was super uber UBER SPICYYYY and sour at e same time! jx couldnt eat it cuz she dont take spicy, so she pushed it to me... which i couldnt stomach it cuz really, 1 was enough to make me feel super hot alr and it really burns!!!! i downed 1 glass of water just after one sze chun xiao long bao ok!!

We also ate pan fried pork buns and dumplings, finishing off with this very refreshing dessert, aloe vera with red dates and some flower, in honey lemon juice. This dessert really helped cool off the heat from the spicy xiao long bao, and it made me feel less bloated! ^^ so ordering that the next time i'm going!!

Went hom after that.... on the mrt heading towards dhoby, i just had to sit at the bench where there were couples...... all on the same bench as me! i be lonelygirl92 seriously!!!!!! one bench has 7 seats, and just nice, 3 COUPLES were occupying the bench, and i was so lucky that i got to be in between all of them! omg awkward much! made me feel lonely.... i needa get a boyfriend soon srsly...... waiting for uni life to start then when the time is right and the right guy comes along, I won't be that lonely girl on the bench haha!

It felt weird..... i was in so many (ok not a lot.... i think... ) r/s b4.... and now i'm not. at first i was like, "oh ya, independence ftw! i'm gonna be a free woman!! Enjoy life to the fullest man woohoo!"

Then i saw my frenz with their partners... and other people.... and i was still like,

"it's ok! this kinda romantic stuff won't bother me at all! i've had enough, i just wanna rest, and enjoy singlehood! i don't have to be bounded, and i can just be frenz with whoever i want, and do things for my own, thinking about myself only..."

But after a while, it got lonely.... really... lonely... =(

Even so, i don't wanna get into a r/s just cuz i feel lonely now... i wanna be with someone who i really really really love and who loves me just as much. Someone i can look at and say, hey this is the guy i wanna be with all my life, and for him to say the same. One that treasures me so much, and never takes me for granted... one who can be real with me, but still sweep me off my feet at the most unexpected times... someone who'll be there for me through everything and will never abandon me.... someone who won't hurt me... and even if he did, i can forgive easily cuz i know he would do the same if i ever hurt him....

ok ya... I JUST GOTTA WAIT AND SEE! =)

Don't get me wrong, i AM happy now! i love my life, i love my family, i love my frenz! =)

One day i'll find that guy.....