Wednesday, October 14, 2009 @11:45 PM
Sigh.
I shouldn't be feeling this down....
I don't even know what's gonna be, or what it will be.
So...
Why the hell am i feeling so pressured and crestfallen.
Whatever mann, i'll just face up to it.
Tomorrow.. yep tomorrow we'll all know...
I want to believe and i wanna trust that everything will be fine. But no matter how much i try to psycho myself... i somehow can't be hopeful about it...
WHY!!!!!!!!
-.- this is annoying. the waiting, the suspense.
My perfect day that i thought would happen today... well...
Life's like that.
I WANT to be hopeful and trust that things will be fine.... and no matter what happens i gotta accept it.
damn... get over it Jodie.