Sunday, December 03, 2006 @9:23 PM
Sorry i just have to rent a little...I feel so... argh!! yes, argh! I think i can't even cheer up my friend... and i've never felt this... this... frustrated!! It's like whatever i say is wrong, whatever i do is wrong and it isn't helping him at all!!!!!!!!!!!! What am i doing!!!! Yeah sure, i bet someone else can... pfft. Sigh, I don't even know anymore!!!!! It's so confusing. One time he's down, the next fine... sighI'm sorry I'm doing this... I just wanna help, but i dont know how. I feel bad... I feel as though i did something wrong. I should have just butt out of other people's affairs unless they want to confide in me. Yeah, that's right. Only if they want to confide in me. I feel so stupid!HA HA! I have to be careful with what I say here... it's a blog after all... I ..................................................... but i....................................... and i............................ ARGH! Ok, it's simply nonsensical stuff so don't bother trying to decipher it. When will he ever go back to that hilarious, weird, funny self?P.s. highlight if you wanna read, if not don't.JOJO-frustrated with myself, not anyone else really.