Thursday, May 25, 2006 @4:33 AM
Hey guyz, the holidays are finally here! Well at least for me, though I have to go to school tomorrow to aid in the "meet-the-parents" session in school from 12 noon to 5pm.
Today was pretty hectic for me... first of, I had to go to school for an important prefects' meeting at 6.45am. Plus I only slept at 12.20am this morning!! AHHH!! I woke up at 5.55am... that's barely 6 hours of sleep. I'm so sleep deprieved. After school I gathered my group and we practised for the music marathon auditions which were at 3.45pm. Mann it was so difficult to get everyone's attention. Some of them were so distracted by the other group who was also praticing. At 2, I had another meeting so i skipped lunch and ran to the PB room. Panting, I took a seat and learnt that we were invovled in the meet the parents thing. After 1/2 of breifing, I rushed back to my class only to find them leaving the class for the auditions. I tagged along, feeling really jittery since I thought I didnt practise enough... We were just not ready!!
Gosh I feel so sadden by our performance... ok it wasn't anyone's fault in particular, maybe mine, but it was just.... Oh gosh. I guess after the first song we were a little disheartened cuz we started out wrongly and we sang in a wrong key for the chorus of a song. Sigh!! I don't noe if we can even sing in public!! I really wanna make it to prime time since it has always been my dream to sing in public and be the lead singer. It may sound selfish but as a singer(since I'm in choir) I want to experience it, I wanna bring joy to people with my singing... ...I thought this would be a good chance for me... so I will pray hard that we will make it. I cried bitterly after the auditions, as if this was a singing conpetition and I was rejected... sigh...
I had to run a few errands in school after that so I only left school at arolund 5pm. I'm so tired now and i think my eye bags are the most distinctive feature on my face. I've been sleeping really late today, reason disclosed. Sorry about that. Anyways, time for me to stop here and wish you happy holidays!! Enjoy it while it last but remember, for all students, to study harder and play a little. That's all from me now! Bye!
Trust in the Lord
Jojo
