Saturday, March 04, 2006 @8:45 PM
(5th march, morning)Hey all you bloggers and visitors! Sorry I didn't update my blog for so long. I was a little caught up with my personal issues and school work. The usual... as usual. (Oh by the way, that blank entry there was an accident. I didnt post anything up yesterday. I just accidentally clicked the "Publish post" button. I don't feel like deleting it too. Haha.)
Anyway, I'm here to give you all some advice. Listen to your parents and even if they restrict you or confine you at home, not letting you mix with your friends, boys or girls, just accpet it. They're doing the best they can to help you get your future right.
I always thought that I had no freedom whatsoever, especially ever since some personal issues arose. I always thought of it as negatively and cried myself to sleep almost every week. I hated being locked up, not being able to even go out with my female friends. I was so sick of it. It just wasn't a small matter anymore.
I had a hearty talk with my dad yesterday. It suddenly dawned on me that my parents just want me to grow up properly, to enjoy my teenage life to the fullest. Of course, they want me to do well academically. Just think, if they were not so strict, do you think I can be who I am today? The answer is, no.
I thank God for my parents for they know what is best for me. However I do wish that they would let me go out more often. Maybe I'll get that opportunity when I'm older, preferbly 17. A little bird can't be caged up forever, we have to experience the real world and be more independant. Although I shed tears almost every night now, I hope that I'll get over this ordeal. My parents know what is best for me, therefore I have to do well in my studies to please them. We live our lives to succeed in what we do best. It doesn't have to be of excellent standards, but of what you can make out of it. I hope you understand what I'm talking about. May you succeed in life. God bless.
Jojo
