Monday, March 06, 2006 @3:50 AM
Hi peeps. I'm back. Guess what, today's my birthday! the class sang me the birthday song two times today and everyone sang loudly for me. I feel so touched. To 2a2, thanks everyone! I really appreciated it! It really brightened up my mood. Love you guyz!! To my other friends who wished me well wishes for my birthday and for those who remembered, thanks everyone! that meant a lot to me! Love ya all! To all those who read my previous post, this would be a little different. The emotions are stirred in here and different feelings are beggining to overcome me. Recently, my parents have forbidden me to talk on the phone with a friend of mine... a special friend of mine, stating that I was wasting my time. Instead I should be studying everytime I have the chance to. Not talking to my friend is one thing, but I'm not even allowed to sms! So now I'm doing everything discretly, hoping that my parents would not find out. I.hate.this! I really hate being so secretive around my parents! It's not fair! I feel even more confined. Things have gone way too far and there's nothing I can do to reverse it. Sigh, why can't I just be released. I need some space to breathe. The big truth of all this? I'm really tired. I'm tired of trying to hide everything from my parents, I'm tired of their constant nagging, I'm tired of feeling trapped. At least they still let me sleep over at my best friend's place. Now, my form of escape is school. Strange but true. My friends understands me better. Sure, I know that my parents are trying to protect me and all, but can't they let me GET a LIFE. I will still obey them and listen to what they have to say, but I just want my freedom.Today's my birthday and I'm glad my parents still remember. Indeed they are loving parents, only they don't want to let me go. I don't require them to give me any birthday gift at all. All I want is for them to give me some freedom... ... That's what I hope I will get from my parents.It's late and I haven't finished my math homework. Plus, I have to stick to the "go to sleep by 10pm" curfew that my parents imposed on me. That's all I have to say for today. Believe me when I say that I'm not angry at my parents, just... annoyed of the constrain... When will I be able to be free? When will I learn to fly without being so dependent on my parents?I know God will guide me through my life and teach me valuable lessons, so I believe then that this will come to an end. Ciao for now, I hope you have a pleasant night ahead. If it's bright and sunny at your side of the globe, then I hope that you'll have a pleasant day ahead. This is Jojo signing off. God bless
